I’m hurting. I’m sad. I’m lost & confused. I’m destructive & reckless.
There’s a billion things that I want to say that all contradict each other.
But I miss you, like no fucking other.
We’re just friends who decided to fuck and call it “love”. Real talk.
I remember when you used to act like I was your world…
Now that things have gotten difficult you’re constantly resorting to blaming all of the bad things in your life on me. It’s not fair. When will you grow up and learn to live with your actions? Do what you want - but be ready to deal with the consequences… whatever they may be.
I love you… but I love me more. I can’t let you continue to walk all over me when I’ve been the ONE person there for you throughout all the bullshit the past 6 months. Maintaining my optimism and bubbly personality is difficult when you’re such a downer. All of my energy is used to make sure you’re happy. All of it.
Perhaps one day you’ll wake up & have an epiphany. Maybe you’ll figure out what you want. But the way you’ve been acting recently is showing me that there is no future for you and I.
Step your game up .. or…
On to the next.
guh…
I feel so upset and alone. I feel like I’m living a secret life which I can’t tell anyone about. I don’t know what to do.
I should probably just go to sleep n forget about all this shit..
:(
I love you so much… but I’m so confused.
The way you’ve been treating me lately is unacceptable. Not only on a relationship-friendship level, but from what I’ve dealt with in the past & to have to go through it again? I can’t. It’s driving me crazy. You’re hurting me. So please, figure out what you want. I’m not down to wait around for you to realise how important I am to you.
Who the fuck do I talk to about this kind of shit? You get angry when I talk to you… I can’t tell my friends… fuck fuck fuck,
Just please… give me all of you. I promise I’ll take care of your heart.
It’s heartbreaking putting so much effort into something when I’m not sure exactly where it’s going.
All I know is that I love you lots. We both know that no one gets you like I do. Don’t push me away.
Taking my girl to see the TFC home opening game tonight. They’re playing LA Galaxy… HEELLLOOO DAVID BECKHAM ;) We have floor seats… to a sold out game. What’s good?
She’s a goalie herself… and she loves soccer. Best early birthday gift ever? Bitch - you better love me <3 haha
“No, I met someone who took my breath away. When I first laid my eyes on you I’ll never forget how I felt.”
Why must you make things so difficult? :( GUHHHHHHHHHH.
Each day that passes by and you continue to show your true colours as a shady bitch, the less I’m gonna want to be with you. The less I’m gonna commit to you. Step your fucking game up before you lose me all together.
I don’t have patience for you or anyone. I’m not stopping my life for you to wait around for you to make some mature decisions.
